I don't know about her these days (people change you know), but based on my knowledge of her... she's always been full of herself, uses people, and based on what her friend told me, "She was always ahead of everyone else". She doesn't have an accessible heart or fall in love easily because she was traumatize by her mother's death, and there's a rumur she was rape in New York (so she may not trust men). She went to college because it was free, and her father wanted her to go *same situation like me...*, but she dropped out after 2 yrs and tried to become a big star... not musically, her boyfriend taught her the guitar in NY. She went to the gay clubs in Detroit too when she was in high school, and I remember her saying she wanted to be a gay guy (I think she might have tg feelings... no seriously). In her 1979 pictures she has long dark hair, and look pretty normal, but you notice a huge change in her around 1982 (short black punk hair in 1981...very masculine)... that's because she saw the world for what it truely is.. and she gain confidence... she's full of manipulation, in New York... she would use guys so she can have a place to live at, even use a lesbian with Gotham records/she lose thousands of dollars because she couldn't wait for the release of the album *aging you know, she was like 24 in 82..*,
She is shy to an extent because she wants to feel love, and so she gives across this character as bigger than life. She doesn't let herself be herself because she is afraid what you might think of her, it's better to be hated then to be hated for what you are, she worries about her finances because she doesn't want anyone to use her, she wants to be the best and the top because she wants the world to worship her. And she's herself but not herself at the same time, she pushed the boundaries because she hate(d) American society with their limits, she probably wanted the usa to be free... yet she questions herself. When she sleeps at night, she thinks of thousands of things... she's distured, warped up, and somehow keeps her sanity... you won't see her shaving her hair. She's narcisstic too.
I got this woman figure out... she's just a professional nutcase. And I think she's cool for that. I do think she loves her children though, since she didn't have a mother, she is giving her children the best what a parent can give them in her opinion.
I don't like talking about Madonna too much since I think she is somewhat like me, and that's a scary thought because I must be a basketcase as well.