I don't know what to write to be honest. But I'm sure this is the right place. I have met a guy and fell in love with him. But we couldn't get on together. We had been through a lot and we annoyed each other. But even though I still loved him and I think he does. The guy used to work in the same college where I study and then he moved to another place. During that time I decided to give myself time to get to know myself and work on myself. I just wanted to change things and habits that no longer helping me. I did and worked well with me and I felt happier and calmer and more ready to meet him again with no headache. But guess what happened? The guy got engaged! A friend told me today, that he got engaged! It was a shock for me! I still that I can't believe it. I regret all that time when he was very close to me and because all of my issues it didn't work out. What is upsetting me most is how I was behaving with him. I feel bad when I think about it. And I'm still in shock! Please advice me.