I’ve been trying to avoid the sun for the past two weeks and it’s hard. I used to spend so much time under the sun even if I’m just sitting in my house’s backyard. I would sit there for couple of hours with a drink and I enjoyed it so much. But this caused me to tan soooo much. Today I have this urge to just say “fuck it”, put on sunscreen and long sleeves and sit under the sun for couple of hours, but I’m afraid al my efforts in the past two weeks will be gone and I’ll start from square one. Do you ever get this feeling?