Oh I am so depressed today. I wish some of the luck all of you are having would rub off on me. I had my shower this morning and VERY gently rolled off a lot of dead skin, and now my face is bright red, and even brownish. It just looks worse than ever. I hope this is just a temporary setback. I need to look nice today because it is my sister's birthday party. Maybe I should just use HQ4% and forget about the RA for a while. I don't know. I used HQ4% alone for a few months a couple of years ago and it did nothing. I'm actually crying right now because I don't know what to do. Sorry everyone, just a bad day. I feel like I'm just not supposed to have my lovely clean, clear face, fair face. I HATE what years of the sun has done to me. I look after my face to the extreme, and never even let the sun touch it, wear a stupid had inside under the lights, eat right, and it looks like I work outdoors and don't use any sun protection or anything. Why????? I HATE IT SO MUCH.