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Hello, i am a 21 year old girl in a deep depression. although i should be very happy i am almost done with school, i am getting a great job and i have a boyfriend who loves me unconditionally, but i am not.
all i ever wanted is to be beautiful, and its funny because i am told i am when i have makeup on and my skin is covered. i have a beautiful body but i hate to show it off because i have such uneven skin tone!
i am african descent and very dark in skin tone. i love my skin color i do not want to bleach it, i just want it evened! I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING! each day my confidence drops, i went from feeling like the most beautiful girl in the world to nothing in 2 years!!!! it seems to get worse each day. i'm letting go of my self.
i am pretty tall and worked hard on my shape everyone tells me i should model but how can i with my horrible skin!!! i do not go on the beach anymore, i have never recalled ever wearing a tube top EVER! because my back and chest are horrible. i jsut want to go out without wearing makeup, without covering my back and chest. my boyfriend of 3 years says i am beautiful but i do not see it, he is just saying it because he is tried of my complaining and low self esteem i do not know what to do anymore!! someone please help me.
HERE IS ALL THE PRODUCTS I HAVE TRIED with NO SUCCESS SOME EVEN MADE IT WORST!!! and added more spots.
AMBI
TOPI CLEAR
WHITE TONE
MELADERM
SOME REALLY POPULAR BLEACHING CREAM online
many i can not remember
currently i am using Palmer's even tone, i am seeing VERY slow results but i can tell it changing.
SOrry for the long rant i just wanted to vent to someone i need my self esteem and confidence back, i miss my old self. thanks to anyone who can help me.


all i ever wanted is to be beautiful, and its funny because i am told i am when i have makeup on and my skin is covered. i have a beautiful body but i hate to show it off because i have such uneven skin tone!
i am african descent and very dark in skin tone. i love my skin color i do not want to bleach it, i just want it evened! I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING! each day my confidence drops, i went from feeling like the most beautiful girl in the world to nothing in 2 years!!!! it seems to get worse each day. i'm letting go of my self.
i am pretty tall and worked hard on my shape everyone tells me i should model but how can i with my horrible skin!!! i do not go on the beach anymore, i have never recalled ever wearing a tube top EVER! because my back and chest are horrible. i jsut want to go out without wearing makeup, without covering my back and chest. my boyfriend of 3 years says i am beautiful but i do not see it, he is just saying it because he is tried of my complaining and low self esteem i do not know what to do anymore!! someone please help me.
HERE IS ALL THE PRODUCTS I HAVE TRIED with NO SUCCESS SOME EVEN MADE IT WORST!!! and added more spots.
AMBI
TOPI CLEAR
WHITE TONE
MELADERM
SOME REALLY POPULAR BLEACHING CREAM online
many i can not remember
currently i am using Palmer's even tone, i am seeing VERY slow results but i can tell it changing.
SOrry for the long rant i just wanted to vent to someone i need my self esteem and confidence back, i miss my old self. thanks to anyone who can help me.

